“There was always this guilt of being too funny, or too good. I’ve always had that, ever since I started: guilt of succeeding or being too much. And I’m learning that I don’t need to feel bad about it,” Gonzalez said. “It’s been so great to just own it and be like, ‘Yeah, I’m fucking good at this!’”
Turns out, comedian Chelsea Handler agrees. When Gonzalez received an Instagram DM from Handler asking to be her opener, she had to do a double take to make sure it was the real deal. Sure enough, Gonzalez would soon find herself on stage for the very first show of the (hilariously named) Chelsea Handler: Vaccinated and Horny Tour. Gonzalez knew that show would be a “vibe check audition” to see if she would be a good fit for the entire tour. It was no surprise to Valerie to hear Gonzalez passed the test with flying colors. When Valerie first interviewed Gonzalez way back in 2016 she pointed out – and has since loved to remind – Gonzalez that she succeeds at everything she tries. When Handler invited Gonzalez for the full tour, it would be yet another exciting success under the comedian’s belt. While Gonzalez was confident in her set that first night, she did share that she never could have imagined actually being booked on an entire theater tour of that scale after experiencing a string of hardships. From the pandemic, to her mom being diagnosed with cancer, to not being able to pay rent due to a lack of work, Gonzalez felt that getting the tour was “too good to be true,” but like a light at the end of a long, Covid‑y tunnel, it was. “So for [Handler] to send all those dates for like the year, I was just like, ‘wow.’ It just felt like security, at least for one year – which is not something I’ve had in a long time… I was just so grateful,” Gonzalez said.